Red Pill or Blue Pill

This is my first ever blog!!! Yikes. What is a blog anyway? A few days ago, I had no idea, and being the technologically handicapped person I am, I wasn't sure how to go about starting one.

But here we are. It's the end of this crazy year, and last night was the last full moon of 2020—the Cold Moon. I'm launching my business Guiding White Light Alchemy in January 2021, which will be another totally unique year of change, and I have to learn how to navigate through it.

So where do I start? Well, perhaps with how I arrived at this destination of enlightenment and why I'm following this path.

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Who I Was Before

Before 2018, I was a 'normal' human being (I'm not sure I have ever been what most people would call 'normal'). I was a newly divorced mother, daughter, sister, auntie, and partner. These are just roles, but who I am has changed dramatically.

I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia, rheumatoid arthritis, and many more ailments in 2005. Since then, I haven't been able to work due to my chronic illness and being a full-time mother—and that was enough. I've changed my career many times and studied many different occupations at college over the years. I was never one of those people who knew what they wanted to be when they grew up. I was what I like to call 'a wanderer'. I'm an experimenter, trying new things and seeking adventure. That part of me hasn't changed—however, I found most jobs utterly boring after a very short time. To me, life was too short to stay in a job that I didn't like.

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The Day My World Turned Upside Down

In June 2018, I had what the spiritual community calls a 'spiritual awakening'. I am now awake.

What does that mean, I hear you say? Well, it can be vastly different for everyone since we are all infinitely diverse, and it can happen for many reasons. Mine was sudden—a one-day event that changed my life forever. My view of the world, how to live in this matrix which I now experience just as profoundly different as Neo in the film The Matrix when he took the red pill. How to navigate this new unlimited world of dimensions, see the unseen, hear the unheard, know the unknown with my 'clair' gifts that suddenly came online like a lightning strike.

I'll continue my experiences on spiritual awakening in another blog, so let me now explain who I am.

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Everything Changed

After my awakening, my life has taken a complete U-turn.

I now know who I am, what I am meant to do, and what my life path is. My mission in this life—and I say this life because I now realize that there are many lifetimes—is to be a helping hand, a guide to help people navigate through this life. I am an awakener to your inner divine truth.

I have ancient knowledge and wisdom passed down through my soul in the gifts of druidism, shamanism, and witchcraft. I have lived many lives with nature being my healer, and I wish to pass this knowledge on. This is my legacy.

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What I Want to Share With You

I want YOU to know how to self-diagnose, personalise your own home-made products using the natural world to your benefit. I want to teach and guide you on how to empower yourself as a whole, unique, and beautiful human being.

Who are you? Where did you come from? How can I heal my trauma, pain, depression, and blocks?

I am your helping hand. The light in the darkness. The authentic truth. A lighthouse guiding you on your way. I wish to help show you the way of knowing who you are at the core of your being and how to live a life full of joy, purpose, healing, and self-love.

YOU ARE A DIVINE AND SOVEREIGN BEING.

And I'm here to help you remember that.